Why?

This weekend did not turn out at all the way it was planned.

Friday night was amazing. I hung out with Anna, Emily, and Victoria. I miss them so much! Victoria and I had so much fun dancing in the back seat going down University st. in Aubrun! Haha highlight of my week!

Saturday night was a was different story. Everything just came out. I hid so much and now I dont even know what to do or say. Why did this happen? How can I be so stupid to tell? Wow I am an idiot. I know me telling is better for me, but I dont know. I wish I could take it back. You say your not mad at me. You say your are here to help. I just cant help but feel like your mad.
Why?