letting go ..

So today was a pretty good ... I don't think I have laughed that hard in a long time.
I went to school today, for the whole day, another thing I havent done in a while. I hate spain park and all the drama. So ya that was the crappy part of my day. After school Mallory got here. I am so glad she is here. She always makes me happy. I can't wait to room with her next year. We just sat and talked for the past few hours about what all we are going through and gave eachother our perspective on the situation. She has helped me so much. I didnt realize how long it had been since I actually sat down and just let out what I was thinking. I have held it inside for so long and it was hurting me a lot more then I thought. It felt so good to just letting it all go. I dont know what made me open up because I never do that now a days, but I am glad I did. I feel ten times better and now I am going out to eat with Mallory before she heads back to ATL for a few days. I cant wait till she comes back again Monday.